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Wednesday, June 5, 2019

Will this feeling ever go away?
I wish I could separate black from white
But all I see is different shades of grey.
Digging deep down inside,
I feel a sense of emptiness undefined.
All senses are dulled, desires awaken
The pain grows stronger, inhibitions are taken.
Less seeing, less hearing, more hunger, more longing
Answers are ebbing while questions are surging.
Will this feeling ever go away?

Saturday, March 30, 2019

Sometimes past haunts me,
Sometimes anxiety digs in.
Mixed feelings and a dire need to let it out hard.
I scroll through my contact list but find none.
Everyone is pretending or busy or trying to sleep.
Music plays in the background.
I put my phone on my bed.
A cup of tea, a blank stare at the distant lights
And slowly I drown into the stream my own thoughts.

Saturday, March 23, 2019

There is always a beginning,
You just need a push.
A leap of faith perhaps,
It pushes you to do it .
Till you reach that state it's tough, 
All it takes is one step. 
Trust your soul,trust yourself  and just start.
Let it be inside out,
Let it be how it is.
Just like that, one day you will flow,
Flow like a river.